last blog of O8

since tomorrow is new years eve, im pretty sure this is my last blog for the year . this year has been a tough one, i had the worst badminton season i've ever had this year, boys were actually a factor, we actually moved, homework took up most of my time, i applied to colleges this year, i grew my relationship with god &a whole lot more . this year has been a good one although i must say im looking forward to this upcoming one . because its the year everyone in my grade has been cheering for, for four years.

im on break i have 6 days left, i hope i can get 1000 more words for my extended by the time school starts . i finally got insurance, i drove yesterday but my mom wont let me drive alone, i needed my sister in the car -__-'' . rocker theme this year, i need my inspiration


my dog (:

winter coats

a four day weekend, thanksgiving, wedding &a laker game was a good way to end the month of november . thanksgiving was cool, although im still on a diet haha i didn't eat much but i ate, im proud of my resistance (: i stayed home on black friday &i cried i was home alone, got time to myself . the wedding was fun, i enjoyed it . laker game, they won against the raptors no surprise we're now 14-1 . im happy there's a back to back game this week, so i don't have to wait the next day after the laker game on tueday . but i dont want the lakers to sacrifice their energy just to keep their fans happy, just because we want to see them more often . you know ?

yay college application season is OVERRRRR, well for me anyways . i hope i get into UCI &csulb . UCSD, is a longg one for me but we'll see . im getting distracted by my hair again, i need to get my priorities straight .

so i feel like my ends are dead, since i curled my hair for the wedding &it didn't end up the way i wanted them to, &i think i burned my ends, now they don't feel as healthy as before, well they feel more damaged than before . im off to watch laker videos (:

its going by fast

you guys know when you get ask "how was your day?" you say okay, or bad right ? well like you guys don't really go by the day, i think we answer by what just happened . like today was a bad day at school, but like i finished all my homework before 12 &i feel like i had a good day . weird right ?

well my last homecoming was on friday, &we beat lakewood 21-14 ! it feels good to be a senior &winning our homecoming. &to be jordans 75th graduating class haha . homecoming was funn, except for one thing but dont want to get into that i dont wanna make a bid deal out of it. i found it crazy how all 3 asain groups were together, not to sound stereotypical or whatever but yeah like my spot, the "great wall" &the vending machine asains were all sitting together . idk why i just said that .

well since it's college application season i started &i've only turned in ONE application so far &its to SFSU haha, i turned it in like saturday Oct 11 . &my mom barely asked me today where did i apply . i need to apply to CSULB, but the whole they're only talking engineering major thingy is lagging me ..i need to do UC applications im applying to UCI &UCSD, &maybe UCdavis, but im not sure . sinceeee my mom was complaining about the price, i asked my dad if i can get a card to pay for this stuff &he said we'll go tomorrow, but i dont want to get excited . but i seriously never thought about it until today for COLLEGE applications not shopping online or whatever . i still have to fix my SAT II subject test gahh haha . &SAT scores from the 4 comes out on thursday ! eeeek . okay ima sleep . yay 30 minutes before one thats a first ina while, espescially on a monday &i took a nap (:

once school starts you also get

first three weeks of school ? i thought it was longer, but not in a bad way . well my classes are fine, but i did bad on both quizzes for AP psychology . i knowww . &i failed the packet test thingy, &the retake for it, &the take home test for the weekend for Euro history . well everyone did, at least i got a perfect on my map test for europe, the only one (: ehh doesn't make a difference . i did okay on my chemistry quiz/test or whatever that was . yeahhh, i need to do less of aim &more on schoolwork at home, cause i know im on aim too much again . i also need to stop with the gossiping, its a sin ! &i know it is, but i still do it &i know hes not impressed . c'mon 3.8 oh yeah im in the top 4 percent of my schools graduating class, &you know what that meanssssssss .

well high school, your bound to have drama &i always happen to have it . people ask for help &when i try to care for them; they're gonna get mad about it ? wtheck, then they're saying that their not ? well if your not why didnt you say anything to me ? &your excuse was that you didnt have a chance the day before, well today i was RIGHT next to you &i didnt hear a word . whateverr . if you are mad, dont lie just say it, it wont make a difference cause i wont talk to you both ways . i can understand what your mad about, but i mean you asked for it . like your gonna say how you didnt like what happened last time, then it repeats itself. how are you gonna get mad at me for trying to keep you content at the very least ? whatever, next time dont come to me for help &advice . &ill stop with the questions . cause i only ask questions when i care about the answer. so yes i did care, but not anymore .

so i like the book im reading for my english class Like Water for Chocolate super good book . everyone likes it . i have a chapter one test tomorrow for AP psychology, and i have six period lab . i should be sleeping but i took a nap . ill do devotion, then i'll go to sleep .

last week of the olympics

soo the olympics are ending this week, makes me sad . haha this year i actually watched it, i think its because i was too young to really care you know ? but yeah i am really amazed by all the athletes that competed &are competing . yes good job michael phelps, congrats on that . but he shouldn't be the only one getting attention you know ? major props to Nastia Liukin, Shawn Johnson, Dara Torres, &all the other athletes . sorry i only named them because i really got addicted to womens gymnastics hahaha . im watching womens track &field right now . i feel bad for lola jones, aww its okay at least she still finishes the race . i also give major props for the atheletes from all the other countries, just because they're not representing any country i have anything to do with, doesn't mean i shouldn't like them or what not . the Jamaicans totally own in track &field . the chinese own in almost everything haha . russias up there too, man idk too many haha . okay womens gymastics beam final is on, time to end this haha byee !

god bless

start of august

oh man its already august, which means only one more month till my last year of high school starts . youth camp was awesome, i so totally enjoyed it; but i know other people had more fun than i did, because they had their friends with them . no what i mean haha . but i loved that i got to reunite with people i havent talked to ina while , got to know people way more because i never really knew them &that i got to grow my relationship with God . oh &how could i forget im glad i got to share Gods love with others . well like i said this awhile ago &it was that this year i want to strengthen my relationship with God &i think i am this year . not just because i started goign to sunday school again, &that i went to youth camp . like i actually started reading the bible on my own ¬ just to read it . i also payed serious attention to the sermons at chuch . im proud of myself &i look forward to getting to know God more .

a first

im going to be off to youth camp tomorrow till sunday . first time &i have no idea who im gonna be buddy buddy with . &i have no idea who i am riding with tomorrow . haha .

tagged

haha tagged by jeremae, thanksss hah .

O1. i want my hair long again
O2. my retainers glow in the dark (:
O3. i really dont like looking at my splitends but i cant stop .
O4. i still play violin, at home .
O5. i wanna make a video !
O6. i wanna go out of city for college
O7. low self-esteem
O8. i hang out with my grandmas &grandpas side on my dads side, &only my moms siblings for her side.
O9. i want a car .
10. i crush easily .
11. i thought this only went up to 10 haha
12. i dont really procrastinate with schoolwork
13. i also play guitar &piano
14. i wanna go on a road trip to bay area
15. i wanna go san diego
16. i wanna visit my grandpa in vegas, instead of him coming here (:

so like, i really wanna go up north &visit the bay area haha . for plenty of reasons haha . &like if i like it over there, i can think of going to college over there . *cough san franscisco state haha . well i havent been really thinking about it, cause i havent been there in so long unlike san diego haha . i should've done that north california college tour !!! gahh, gas prices are ridiculous . &i dont think im ever going to drive -__-"

one week of summer

this one week of break before summer school, SUCKS ! like seriously haha . i thought tuesday was gonna be fun, cause it was registration for summer school &like everyone was gonna be there well future seniors, but nopeee . so today me &my dad went looking for my future car, haha &i told him about this one camry, but he didnt like it &right in front was an acura integra !!! gahh i was like, WOAHH . haha its only 2150 or something like that, omgosh i want it (: 4 doors too &automatic <333 my dad just doesn't like it cause of the sunroof, wtheck ? haha well he didnt even get the number ]]: ima ask him again haha . &he says i cant drive to summer school, "your car's gonna get stolen over there" -___- parents .




most of us with kuya &wilfred at their graduation


some of us with kim &wilfred

me &grace are next to graduate (: watch of cause its class of O9's time to shine .

what can make me feel this way

"ito si angelica, bunso ko"
something my dad always says when he's introducing me to someone . haha . schools almost over, i just have finals &a few projects left till junior year is over &its summer (: the song My Girl is stuck in my head hahaa .

in a depression myself

my friends are a mess, my grades are a mess, my badminton game is a mess, my room is a mess, my whole life is a mess . soo much stuff is going on, this whole waiting list thing, is not making my life any easier, drama going around, test coming up, like how much can a girl take ?

but honestly i know the waiting list junk started off as a joke, but now guys are actually doing something. ******, gosh i dont know i treat him the same but its still like awkward . ******, i dont even know this kid &now he barely talks to me but hey he said something to me yesterday . i give them both props for coming up to me haha . thats all i know, *** is soo making up random names for me . okay ill admit i added an extra one to her name, but its only one, compared to like adding five ?

badminton drama is not going away, i know im a good friend, &im trying to keep it that way, but they're pushing it . im not gonna end up being a jerk, like she is to me . if shes gonna have me at one place, when she doesn't think i belong there, why not say it to my face ? like seriously ill take the brutal truth over trippy lies, any day .

saturdays

since when were Saturdays, the boringest day of the week ?

badminton is chill, despite the drama going around like the emerging couples, gross . as of right now varsity's second is 1-1 without pre season games.

this past week, was okay, highlight was CAHSEE days . late starts . poly game was okay we got soo owned . i feel so bad, that i didnt recognize Dominic ! like of all people . haha


this upcomming week seems like it's going to be a chill one .
monday, we get to do the st. patricks day attact for Mr. Coops class,
tuesday, spring fling . short classes . game against lakewood
wednesday, orthodontist appt.
thursday, game against wilson
friday, early out .

weakest link

second semester just started &i already have a C in algebra, grrreeaat .. i need to go shopping . team captain, is a freaking retarded label, but if i can put it on my college applications &it has it perks .

being somewhat at the top on the first step, then moving up &becoming "the weakest link" on the second step .

the happenings

this weekend was another laid back one . did my homework, cleaned a little, watched jumper, cousins house, church, grandmas house, &did my physical . for the most part i just watched Daria, since i have all of the seasons &the two movies . "whats with you and old shows? first fresh prince, then saved by the bell &now daria ." my brother said . i just laughed &responded with "i cant help it, and i still watch Runs House, Gossip Girl and One Tree Hill . speaking of One Tree Hill, todays episode was so BLAHHH, i like how Peytons moving on, even though she's not over him . that's not an easy thing to do, but for me i guess it is... anywayss, Jumper was the business, i liked it hayden christensen <33 i just got a little dizzy, cause my brother picked a seat close to the screen, like it was in the second part, but the very part nadamean ? gahhh hes soo cute, ever since Star Wars episode 2: attack of the clones . hahaha gahh im so jealous of rachel blison . i could make a list of reasons to be jealous of her haha . ill state some right now . shes pretty, she went out with adam brody, she goes out with hayden christensen, she got to make out with them &got paid to do it, she makes bank . yeahh plenty more reasons . tomorrow after practice, i guess ill do my homework &take a shower then head off to wilfreds, for pauls presentation . so i should sleep now &dream about hayden or me &grace having teleportation powers &be jumpers haha .

lonely friday nights

Cerritos at cerritos, another CG story ? sigh i wish . home alone on a friday night part two, i guess ? they all have their own things to do, whatever all i do is clean the room, even though im not the only one that sleeps in it . after badminton practice i found an empty bottle &took it home along with my empty water bottle with me today, to recycle them . recycling saves so much of the Earths natural resources .



as much as i want it to happen, i think about it like it is going to happen, then on days like this, i know its not gonna happen any time soon . leaving me wasting time, when i could be thinking about something more positive .

fixed retainer

it was a foggy day, no sun . it was like 70 degrees, blahh it was cold . yellow hoodies <3 went to the orthodontist today for my appointment . next appointment is March 19, i think . they told me i get them off in May, but i doubt it cause they always say stuff like that &its like months after, then they say another date . had some sort of badminton practice today, no net just random hitting for an hour or so . i was hitting with kim first then coach gave me some new filipino kid to hit with, then i was an example for marigine who was teaching donnie, then i was assigned to silverly i think thats his name, yeahh had to help him hit the bird . i never realized that it was really hard to hit it, or is it just him ? blahh, if basketball won today for CIF, then who knows when badminton gets the gym, but if they lose yeah ..

time for a change

i know i know, ive been saying that for like ever now, but i seriously think its time . ive already started, like i've actually been doing MOST of my work for coop, knowing that he's not gonna collect half of the things he gives us . badminton was suppose to start today, but since our basketball teams, are soo good that they always make it to CIF, we have the gym tomorrow . hopefully, i have an orthodontist appointment tomorrow, &im still deciding if i should still go to practice, we'll see . i was cut out a mask &some glasses in art . One Tree Hill today was a good episode, the ending makes me not like how a week is seven days long . took the longest nap today, from like 4 to 8 so i have no idea when im sleeping tonight . its annoying how everyones posting up bulletins, or stuff on their aim profile about valentines day, especially the ones that are like "no valentine blah blah.." its like their showing the world how desperate they are for one, &how overrated valentines day is .



adventures at church with [gg]dominique


we have our deep conversations

club cranium

this three day weekend was a down to earth one . didnt really go out, just driving with my dad, and celebrated my uncles birthday on saturday . church &cousin house on sunday . havent gone out with the cocs, for like two weeks . played cranium on sunday with cousins, then some today with my siblings &my ate's friends . my team won both times, i love club craniums (: badminton practice starts tomorrow, yay . hope it doesn't interfere with my grades .