its going by fast

you guys know when you get ask "how was your day?" you say okay, or bad right ? well like you guys don't really go by the day, i think we answer by what just happened . like today was a bad day at school, but like i finished all my homework before 12 &i feel like i had a good day . weird right ?

well my last homecoming was on friday, &we beat lakewood 21-14 ! it feels good to be a senior &winning our homecoming. &to be jordans 75th graduating class haha . homecoming was funn, except for one thing but dont want to get into that i dont wanna make a bid deal out of it. i found it crazy how all 3 asain groups were together, not to sound stereotypical or whatever but yeah like my spot, the "great wall" &the vending machine asains were all sitting together . idk why i just said that .

well since it's college application season i started &i've only turned in ONE application so far &its to SFSU haha, i turned it in like saturday Oct 11 . &my mom barely asked me today where did i apply . i need to apply to CSULB, but the whole they're only talking engineering major thingy is lagging me ..i need to do UC applications im applying to UCI &UCSD, &maybe UCdavis, but im not sure . sinceeee my mom was complaining about the price, i asked my dad if i can get a card to pay for this stuff &he said we'll go tomorrow, but i dont want to get excited . but i seriously never thought about it until today for COLLEGE applications not shopping online or whatever . i still have to fix my SAT II subject test gahh haha . &SAT scores from the 4 comes out on thursday ! eeeek . okay ima sleep . yay 30 minutes before one thats a first ina while, espescially on a monday &i took a nap (:

once school starts you also get

first three weeks of school ? i thought it was longer, but not in a bad way . well my classes are fine, but i did bad on both quizzes for AP psychology . i knowww . &i failed the packet test thingy, &the retake for it, &the take home test for the weekend for Euro history . well everyone did, at least i got a perfect on my map test for europe, the only one (: ehh doesn't make a difference . i did okay on my chemistry quiz/test or whatever that was . yeahhh, i need to do less of aim &more on schoolwork at home, cause i know im on aim too much again . i also need to stop with the gossiping, its a sin ! &i know it is, but i still do it &i know hes not impressed . c'mon 3.8 oh yeah im in the top 4 percent of my schools graduating class, &you know what that meanssssssss .

well high school, your bound to have drama &i always happen to have it . people ask for help &when i try to care for them; they're gonna get mad about it ? wtheck, then they're saying that their not ? well if your not why didnt you say anything to me ? &your excuse was that you didnt have a chance the day before, well today i was RIGHT next to you &i didnt hear a word . whateverr . if you are mad, dont lie just say it, it wont make a difference cause i wont talk to you both ways . i can understand what your mad about, but i mean you asked for it . like your gonna say how you didnt like what happened last time, then it repeats itself. how are you gonna get mad at me for trying to keep you content at the very least ? whatever, next time dont come to me for help &advice . &ill stop with the questions . cause i only ask questions when i care about the answer. so yes i did care, but not anymore .

so i like the book im reading for my english class Like Water for Chocolate super good book . everyone likes it . i have a chapter one test tomorrow for AP psychology, and i have six period lab . i should be sleeping but i took a nap . ill do devotion, then i'll go to sleep .

last week of the olympics

soo the olympics are ending this week, makes me sad . haha this year i actually watched it, i think its because i was too young to really care you know ? but yeah i am really amazed by all the athletes that competed &are competing . yes good job michael phelps, congrats on that . but he shouldn't be the only one getting attention you know ? major props to Nastia Liukin, Shawn Johnson, Dara Torres, &all the other athletes . sorry i only named them because i really got addicted to womens gymnastics hahaha . im watching womens track &field right now . i feel bad for lola jones, aww its okay at least she still finishes the race . i also give major props for the atheletes from all the other countries, just because they're not representing any country i have anything to do with, doesn't mean i shouldn't like them or what not . the Jamaicans totally own in track &field . the chinese own in almost everything haha . russias up there too, man idk too many haha . okay womens gymastics beam final is on, time to end this haha byee !

god bless

start of august

oh man its already august, which means only one more month till my last year of high school starts . youth camp was awesome, i so totally enjoyed it; but i know other people had more fun than i did, because they had their friends with them . no what i mean haha . but i loved that i got to reunite with people i havent talked to ina while , got to know people way more because i never really knew them &that i got to grow my relationship with God . oh &how could i forget im glad i got to share Gods love with others . well like i said this awhile ago &it was that this year i want to strengthen my relationship with God &i think i am this year . not just because i started goign to sunday school again, &that i went to youth camp . like i actually started reading the bible on my own ¬ just to read it . i also payed serious attention to the sermons at chuch . im proud of myself &i look forward to getting to know God more .

a first

im going to be off to youth camp tomorrow till sunday . first time &i have no idea who im gonna be buddy buddy with . &i have no idea who i am riding with tomorrow . haha .