so like, i really wanna go up north &visit the bay area haha . for plenty of reasons haha . &like if i like it over there, i can think of going to college over there . *cough san franscisco state haha . well i havent been really thinking about it, cause i havent been there in so long unlike san diego haha . i should've done that north california college tour !!! gahh, gas prices are ridiculous . &i dont think im ever going to drive -__-"

one week of summer

this one week of break before summer school, SUCKS ! like seriously haha . i thought tuesday was gonna be fun, cause it was registration for summer school &like everyone was gonna be there well future seniors, but nopeee . so today me &my dad went looking for my future car, haha &i told him about this one camry, but he didnt like it &right in front was an acura integra !!! gahh i was like, WOAHH . haha its only 2150 or something like that, omgosh i want it (: 4 doors too &automatic <333 my dad just doesn't like it cause of the sunroof, wtheck ? haha well he didnt even get the number ]]: ima ask him again haha . &he says i cant drive to summer school, "your car's gonna get stolen over there" -___- parents .




most of us with kuya &wilfred at their graduation


some of us with kim &wilfred

me &grace are next to graduate (: watch of cause its class of O9's time to shine .

what can make me feel this way

"ito si angelica, bunso ko"
something my dad always says when he's introducing me to someone . haha . schools almost over, i just have finals &a few projects left till junior year is over &its summer (: the song My Girl is stuck in my head hahaa .

in a depression myself

my friends are a mess, my grades are a mess, my badminton game is a mess, my room is a mess, my whole life is a mess . soo much stuff is going on, this whole waiting list thing, is not making my life any easier, drama going around, test coming up, like how much can a girl take ?

but honestly i know the waiting list junk started off as a joke, but now guys are actually doing something. ******, gosh i dont know i treat him the same but its still like awkward . ******, i dont even know this kid &now he barely talks to me but hey he said something to me yesterday . i give them both props for coming up to me haha . thats all i know, *** is soo making up random names for me . okay ill admit i added an extra one to her name, but its only one, compared to like adding five ?

badminton drama is not going away, i know im a good friend, &im trying to keep it that way, but they're pushing it . im not gonna end up being a jerk, like she is to me . if shes gonna have me at one place, when she doesn't think i belong there, why not say it to my face ? like seriously ill take the brutal truth over trippy lies, any day .

saturdays

since when were Saturdays, the boringest day of the week ?

badminton is chill, despite the drama going around like the emerging couples, gross . as of right now varsity's second is 1-1 without pre season games.

this past week, was okay, highlight was CAHSEE days . late starts . poly game was okay we got soo owned . i feel so bad, that i didnt recognize Dominic ! like of all people . haha


this upcomming week seems like it's going to be a chill one .
monday, we get to do the st. patricks day attact for Mr. Coops class,
tuesday, spring fling . short classes . game against lakewood
wednesday, orthodontist appt.
thursday, game against wilson
friday, early out .